Delusion

 Things are not progressing as well as I had hoped.

Coming off of this summer, I thought that everything would snap in to place easily.

Now, I am left trying to figure out which parts were a personal delusion and which parts were real.

Did I build him up in my head to be more than he actually is?

I wish I could tell.

-Laine Waters

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